The time has come

It has been just over three months since I have given birth to my son. My life is completely different and just like everyone said Liam is my whole world. It is so crazy how much you can love such a little person in such a short amount of time. I actually ache when he is not near me. When he is happy it just makes my day and when he is sad it breaks my heart. Tommorow is my first day back to work. I have to now join my old life and my new life together and I am not sure of the outcome. I am kinda terrified to go back just I know things have changed at work and I think, "will I remember all the things I am suppose to do when I cannot stop thinking about how much I miss my little boy. Will he be okay without me!? I am sure Liam will be just fine with his dad it is me who might not be fine. I have cried already a couple of times thinking about it but it is something I need to do for the welfare of my family. I am truely blessed to be able to go down to part time and be able to have a loving husband and father to leave my precious son with. I hope time will calm all my fears and worries for this day I knew was coming and dreaded just the same.